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Three months

originally written 9/22/09

In three months she will expire,
body grows sour by the hour,
mortality is a lame concept,
Never have I been more scared of a future
inept are the holidays
with the waning presence,
waiting on a death sentence,
still hoping the man in white,
spun a false light,
 
My love hurts but I cannot stop it,
Death flirts with its people on a constant basis,
but 58 is too young to know what your fate is,
to be knocked off your feet,
by a darkness impossible to foresee,
 
Thanksgiving is all I need,
One more dinner with the mother-in-law,
I’ll never meet.
 
None of us here are truly ready,
for the days that keep coming steady.

Dedicated to Joyce Kay Collins who passed away from pancreatic cancer on August 29th, 2010 after a year long battle and an initial 3 month survival diagnosis.

#anxiety #carryon #family #love #PancreaticCancer #survive

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