Final Goodbye
I stepped outside that little box
and crossed that controversial line
And I am saddened that it brought me to this place
Where my dreams are shattered along the shore
Heart desecrate and palpitations no longer implore
A lifeless body standing empty from the core
Each temptation made me want you more
You held my heart with dutiful pride
but in one night you shattered those dreams
Ripping my heart from their unmendable seams
Years of courage built up to resurrect the past
And somehow I believed my savior had came at last
But his childish face laid dormant and masked
Showing true colors I fell into the same trap
I dreams of salvation, to right the wrong I had done
But now here I sit emotionless and numb
You had no faith in me when I needed you most
My darkest hour and you left me to drowned
I can’t seem to make you comprehend
That I am not here to play pretend
If there is not faith then there is no trust
With no trust there is no reason to give into us
You can’t be what I need
And because of that we can never succeed
I feel destitute and naive to have ever believed
Taken for granted that I could actually be deceived
Your love was my fairytale
I thought I could be swept off my feet
And feel the passion I once felt
But passion turned to jealousy and greed
And like a thief in the night you captured and small ray of hope
Now with every inch of my being I must gather the pieces and try to cope
I just don’t understand how you can claim to be a man and play games with my heart
I guess everyone was right we are meant to be apart
And everyone seems to have a hand in the outcome of what I wanted most
Now I’ll say goodby with this little toast
“You reap what you sew,
You are who you know
You keep your love on reserve
Your heat will stay intact
But I will never come back”
(2005)
A breakup poem I wrote about some loser I was previously in love with but whom couldn't be a man like I needed for him to be at the time. Which ended in heartache but it definitely made me a stronger better person for having been through.
