(2001)
A Poem I wrote while in the military because my boyfriend at the time was telling me that if I didn't come home soon he wasn't going to wait for me anymore because it was too hard.
Temptation wallows over me Grabs my heart With its gravity And leads me to the blind I see nothing new
I sit at night and dream of you To feel your touch or taste you sw… It is all that I am thinking of I love you so completely You are my best friend
Love… What is reality? I stand here in silence And remember it all Was it ever really love
What is this feeling I hold inside This feeling I try But cannot hide This feeling plagues
Is this reality Or am I in a dream It’s a nightmare But if I’m awake Why can’t I scream?
I use to have dreams But I was living a lie You use to be the king of this cas… And every king needs a queen But you wouldn’t settle for me
Sometimes I’m happy But mostly sad Somehow you always make me feel so… You say you want respect But I am a woman
Crazy how you love me Crazy how you know me Inside out Amazing the way I feel Amazing that it’s so real
I’m sorry if I lead you on If i made you think that you were… Yes it was wrong I guess I never was that strong Cuz when it came to you
Why can’t love be easy Like we were on tv And everything seems to work it’s… I guess that’s not what loving you… Happy ever after
My dreams are scattered along the… You remind me time and time again The reason that I am alive The reason that I thrive I love you
Somewhere out there I can really believe Somewhere out there Still I am deceived Wrapped my heart
You say it’s hard to express the w… I say if you can’t tell me then ba… I know that you’ve been hurt but… And I can express those feelings… You say that you love me but that…
At a weak moment and so suddenly An angel slipped past The moment seemed to last for an e… All the pain disappeared from your… We had no time for our goodbyes
I think I cried a little too much… Holding on to your memory just a l… I don’t know what I did wrong and… Holding on to this whiskey bottle… But the more I drink, the more I…