(2001)
A Poem I wrote while in the military because my boyfriend at the time was telling me that if I didn't come home soon he wasn't going to wait for me anymore because it was too hard.
Uncertainty fills my mind Is it a crime To feel the way I do When I am so close to you Is it a weakness
Your love has enchanted me Through mists and fantasy From somewhere afar I dream of where you are Wishing on the very first star
Once the anger builds A raging river flows And begins to explode Through a dense wall That once held it all together
A ghastly wind blows uphill It keeps reminding me of you still A heartbeat away Give or take today A grateful illusion
The sun shines brightly As I awake I see the morning glow The ground already Blanketed in snow
Dreams settle on the shore tonight Standing for our love we have to f… Shadows moving toward the light The images hurt like kryptonite Superman has lost control
Selfishly I love you So completely I need you Emotionally I crave you I feel the heat from the fire Our love’s burning desire
and I have given my all oh I’ve tried and I’ve tried but I’m not happy here anymore I’m not the woman I was before I feel so deceived your not who I thought you were and I always wan...
Why can’t love be easy Like we were on tv And everything seems to work it’s… I guess that’s not what loving you… Happy ever after
Trembling hearts Trembling hands A feeling that no one understands The way I feel for you The love I have for you
In my heart you carved your name And ever since I haven’t been the… Every second without you I don’t… Every moment for your attention I… I want you to feel what I feel
Fear What is fear? Fear you can not understand What you can not understand you fe… Life
My dreams are fears My loneliness tears A void inside my soul A completion I do not know An emptiness that can not be fille…
My life What meaning does it have? Now that my freedom is lost I stand here a slave My all I gave
It all began With an end But now I know There is no end To love