(2014)
#Drown #EmotionLife #Love #Rain #Sad
Under the weight of life I forget how to breathe and I feel suffocated I hesitantly make peace with the world
I hope this is postmarked before my death certificate is dat… but you’ll know why if it is or if it isn’t If you get this in time
I’ve always been at the very least a little caught up on everything about you This idea of you
The road is long and winding like nothing you can imagine Too many off ramps to count but too few in hindsight
I have whispered your name into the air so many times it has become the breeze that blows
If I was once the tallest mountain your love was the wind that eroded me to nothing
I see words screaming for attention etched in the lines of your face Let me look closer
I write sharp words with a sharper knife on page after page of what might as well be the skin of my back
There is a girl and I love her and I have loved her since the beg… Or so it seems to me as I only became conscious
So much time passes without feeling a single thing that I think I would give anything
Everyone sees god in a different light but I was born without eyes
Everyday I lived out a song written just for you But you could
All that I know how to do is write about death without dying and write about life
You were the wind beneath my wings but I was Icarus so all I did
I don’t remember any anesthesia after talking with you but I woke up stitched back