Maybe I resent it because I know that since it meant so much it hurts so much more. And maybe I resent the fact
There are words that I was mistaken to say. There was one time when we were strangers,
As you walk away, Without looking back, I stand here, heart in my hands. I wish you had stayed Or that I’d done something differ…
And we were always running never to but always from and always running... And we were always hurting never for but always from
morning rays peeking through the c… dancing close to you quiet stories told in the dark sleeping in movie nights
If I died And no one knew, I don’t know. And I am scared And everything hurts
I’m sorry I never told you About why I was so nervous around… I’m sorry I never confessed Because you moved on, And I didn’t.
Dare you to shatter Dance in the rain while Unbreaking and Made by the darkness. And there are stars,
dance in the sun watch it splatter over your face
I stand at the door What am I waiting for? A whisper or a breath To tell me to carry on? Carry on, carry on.
We have tendencies to be self destructive and it was only ever our fault, yours and mine and we were never okay.
I fear That now There is no real me. I wear a mask of personality And pretend I’m happy.
Wet paper arrows quivering against the bright string of the bow. The arrows
He drapes his hand over the mounta… Brushes his fingertips over the fi… His breath dusts the windowpanes w… He cries for Spring, his tears fa… Soft mounds of snow form below him…
We used to have the same lunch, didn’t we? We used to laugh at the same jokes… wouldn’t we? We were woven from the same fabric
