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Baby

There is always that one moment when you have that urge to go back and reread messages that you know will hurt you but you do it anyways. The messages you sent then and you realize how things have been going since then. He knew then that you didn’t mean what you said about pushing him away, and you think that you know he didn’t mean what he said “Fine push me away, its not like I matter anyways.” You know that you messed up then and things haven’t been the complete same since then but somehow have gotten better. Cause you told him the honest to go truth. Your fear on how he will leave you for another. You were just trying to save yourself the heartache, but in the end you know he’s telling the truth when he says “I wont leave you.” You sure hope that it is true because you know that if you lose him your whole world will come crashing down on you and you wont be able to handle it. He is the one that literally makes the worst days better with just the 3 words “I love you.” Then you reread the messages from today and you get all bubbly because he called you something that you have been dying to hear from him. But somehow you get confused cause he has never called you that. It is always Love and Hun that always makes you smile but when he says Baby. You just lose all control and blush like a freaking idiot. Then you realize that your plan to actually get a kiss before the long weekend failed but you don’t care. Because all that’s stuck in your head is him calling you baby.

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