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Better to Be ALONE

No matter how hard I try I am always able to make things worse or Fuck It All Up. I guess what i use to think all the time is true. Its better to be alone than to be with people that make you hate yourself because either you get hurt or you hurt someone else. I had a great day yesterday and then like flicking a switch all that changed. I was getting so close and yet i didn’t realize i was actually so far away. There is a demon inside that i don’t think i can be saved by anyone.

But what really hurts the most is that when you were so close but watching someone walk away when you have so much to say. You thought that they had the love for you in their eyes but it was just a figment of your imagination. So i guess its better to be the one that walks away so you can save yourself the most headache that you can. Granted i know that everyone will go through headache but if you can find the upside then maybe you can not be hurt as bad by your own thoughts. Your thought can be your worst nightmare. People may say that i have changed from the person i use to be. But that little girl that was always the strongest person they new is gone.

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