#1977 #AmericanWriters #LoveIsADogFromHell
I didn’t do much the rest of the week. The Oaktree meet was on. I went to the track 2 or 3 times, broke even. I wrote a dirty story for a sex mag, wrote 10 or 12 poems, masturbated, and...
we like to shower afterwards (I like the water hotter than she) and her face is always soft and pe… and she’ll wash me first spread the soap over my balls
One night I was assigned to the stool next to Butchner. He didn’t stick any mail. He just sat there. And talked. A young girl came in and sat down at the end of the aisle. I heard Butch...
is an orange animal with hand grenades fire power
the other day I’m out at the track betting Early Bird that’s when you bet at the track before it opens)
I even hear the mountains the way they laugh up and down their blue sides and down in the water the fish cry
the vultures at the zoo (all three of them) sit very quietly in their caged tree and below
3 small boys run toward me blowing whistles and they scream you’re under arrest! you’re drunk!
turmoil is the god madness is the god permanent living peace is permanent living death. agony can kill
Born like this Into this As the chalk faces smile As Mrs. Death laughs As the elevators break
I was standing in line at the bank… when the old fellow in front of me dropped his glasses (luckily, with… case) and as he bent over
I am watching a girl dressed in a light green sweater, blue shorts,… there is a necklace of some sort but her breasts are small, poor th… and she watches her nails
the swans drown in bilge water, take down the signs, test the poisons, barricade the cow from the bull,
you consult psychiatrists and phil… when things aren’t going well and whores when they are. the whores are there for young boy… men; to the young boys they say,
Jr. high went by quickly enough. About the 8th grade, going into the 9th, I broke out with acne. Many of the guys had it but not like mine. Mine was really terrible. I was the worst cas...