It’s not in my place to share my thoughts

Now that your gone my hearts still beating at the same beat

Nothing’s changed some how it remained the same

I think of how easy it would be to forget that it was an us

I find myself in a corner wasting my time crying over you

My mom said it would be easier if I got up

Went out and partied a little

I look in the mirror and think your right I am ugly

It’s funny how I went from knowing I’m beautiful to knowing your right I am ugly

But truth is I didn’t know I was beautiful it was just a lie I told myself to cover how I truly felt

As day turns to night I loose my appetite

As the tears roll down my face I wonder am I the same person I was

No one could’ve told me I would be this way empty all over

True beauty you see

What’s sexy and cute on the outside has a trouble believing it’s that

Walk on by me and don’t even notice me

Are We friends lovers something or nothing at all

It’s confusing just sitting here thinking about all these things

I’m suppose to be famous

I’m suppose to be your mentor

I’m Ment to be somebody

But how can that be when I’m not strong enough to hold my own

I’m falling but I’m hoping I don’t crumble

At the end of this light I’m hoping it’s a brighter tunnel

Call me by my name not by the name you made up

Look me in my eyes and be a man and apologize

It’s simple for me to understand your mistake are becoming my failures

What’s going up must come down

Just like when I hide my tears there up but when I cry that’s the show that even someone like me comes down

It’s me

Just me

                             Sincerely,

                          PRĮŃÇĘ ÇÆRDĮÆ