Your reasonings - compilation
I’m drowning but I’m not in water
I’m suffocating but I’m breathing oxygen.
I feel your hot hands but it’s completely cold.
I think of you insanely without regret.
so deep in debt nothings left to dissect.
my heart beated for you till there was nothing left.
I’d give u my right hand if that’s what it meant.
you were my sunrise now I stare at the sun.
if it was possible to shoot it, I’d have a loaded gun.
you only picked me because I was the last rose in the garden.
you watered all except for me but when the others didn’t make it in the winter, you decided I was your favorite in the spring.
I feel numb.
far away a little dumb.
is it me holding the gun?
I wanted to play along but it’s not at all fun.
I’m tired of the games it’s not always what you hear is to come.
when’s my time out? I need some gum.
I chew it while I run...
to no where in particular.
you lose yourself
in the people you chose to shelf
lost pieces that can’t be felt
affections that aren’t real
the lies that you hid & peel
