One-Hundred Days
Why can’t I sleep?
I can’t win.
You call the shots.
I have no say.
This is who I am now.
Acceptance is harder than I thought.
All because i’m hopelessly entangled in you.
I have lost you. Where have you gone to?
One hundred days makes my heart sink like stones.
You said that we would make this last
but baby, you never could have been more fucking wrong.
What do I have to do to get you to come back home, to come back home?
It’s hard to tell if I am well
When spinning lights are disco hell.
Change is an addiction.
And when every day is the same
good luck is just a myth
cause the end won’t save, can’t save.
I feel so alone as people walk past with ease
But you’re the reason why this city feels like home.
If you could, if you really really could, please just try to stay...
(2008)
