Tonight my life ends as it began

Misery was my mother

Hate my father

Unloved as a child

never wanted never needed

Always alone

Fear became my friend

the loneliness and anger

make me hard and cold

My mind is full of empty thoughts

My hearts aches

This is my life

Unfeeling I turn away

Not wanting to be touched I push away

Everyday is filled with pain..

No words spoken, no tears

left to shed

This is my life

A life where pain and sorrow have become the norm.

Soulless since conception

Empty since birth

A heart as black as night

This is my life

The demons control me now

The thought of death is warm and welcomes me.

When will tomorrow end and yesterday begin?

For me there is no heaven or hell

Just the prison of LIFE