Its a universal paradox Ties my stomach into knots Negativity was brewed in thoughts From the day I was born I thought… Im sorry if I brought you down

My life is moving forward I can hear the clock ticking Like a metronome A hypnotizing buzz It leaves me in a haze

a sweet, yet bitter taste of the p… a fleeting memory, that happens fa… a day, that no longer exists, take me into the sweet abyss a channel in time

To me a fatal attraction, to you just a distraction. A charity case, Not worth the chase. You feel the disgrace,

As spring comes near, the ice melts, the bird’s cheer for summer is coming here. As time changes, seasons grow for nobody really knows

I have days where every hour is spent, soaking up knowledge from another person’s existence. I breathe in the same air as them and soak in their presence. They tell me things I’ve neve...

I’m never comfortable, I’m always… Take me back to the beginning It will all be the same Step forward a bit, turn around It will all be the same

I open my eyes and I am awakening The sense of the truth and reality That I have no idea what’s going… The external world is beyond my re… The devil will always preach

why do I feel so much? care so much? so in touch? “nice guys” finish last your kindness was a thing of the p…

I find myself in situations where… Observing people and time as time… I keep looking into the past Then next thing I know it’s two y… The date keeps changing

I stayed in that dingy apartment f… inch by inch it became more and mo… Little decorations, and plants fil… It was spacious, and old– and it f… For a while I resented the place,

So here is the biggest problem... when we are sad, lonely, stressed, depressed - we look for that one thing to dist… We become dependant on it -

I feel like I have lived a thousa… Every photograph a different perso… Each memory a lifetime ago. The future already seems like a me… and here I am seeing the endless p…