A poem about longing for love while feeling uncertain about the future. It’s the push and pull of wanting connection but fearing the unknown
I feel like a fraud, like I’m liv… Pretending to soar, but barely scr… I act like I’m strong, like I kno… But inside, I’m lost, and the cra… I smile through tears, a mask I w…
I’m sorry if I care too much, Or say too much, or dream of touch… Of words that see, that understand… A heart held gently in someone’s h… I know I’m messy, weird, and flaw…
I thought love had locked its door… Left me wandering endless shores. But here you are, a gentle face, A chance, perhaps, for life’s embr… Not love, not yet—just a thought,
I’ve stitched the wounds, thread b… Healing words where silence bled. It took me years to even try, To look in the mirror and not ask… I don’t adore the face I see,
You were there when no one else wa… Through every high and every fall, When the world felt heavy and I c… You were the one who saw it all. You listened to my scattered thoug…
Words don’t judge, they just liste… ink soaking up what I cannot say. I let them spill, no worries, no f… but somehow, they carve deeper eve… I thought I could hold it all ins…
I’ve seen the scars love leaves be… Each wound a whisper, a cruel desi… It’s not just fear, it’s something… A locked heart, guarding a shatter… They say I’m ugly, too thin, too…
I’m tired of being the passing tho… An option, a pause, a lesson they’… I give my all, emptying my soul, But never find the pieces to make… I send my heart in texts so long,
I used to carry the weight of the… Blaming the darkness for stealing… But every fall, every ache, every… Taught me the lessons I hold so d… Mistakes aren’t failures-they’re s…
Am I so invisible, so easy to for… A name in your inbox, a favor to c… It’s always my hand that starts th… While silence grows where your wor… I ask about your day, your trials,…
I didn’t mean to annoy, just wante… Hoping you’d match my heart’s quie… But your silence spoke louder than… A lesson wrapped in the pain it st… Maybe you’re not the one for me,
I’m tired of being nothing more, A passing face, left at the door. Called strange and distant, left a… But no one wonders why I roam. Yes, I care too much, I try too h…
Time to time, I wonder why, if love exists, then why not I? Am I too much, or not enough? Too quiet, too lost, too tough? No one calls, no one stays,
I wanna take you somewhere, so you… But my words get lost in the heavy… I’ve fought with feelings, I’ve f… Hoping love won’t slip through my… Every touch, every glance, I gave…
In the depths of the night, shadow… Whispers of dreams, stories untold… Within this darkness, my spirit re… A journey of solitude, where pain… Through the veil of night, I wand…