My Heart Cannot Tell You
My heart is in chaos
One second it beats normally
But then, next the adrenaline and emotions overcoming me
Cause me to heave in pain
I cannot comprehend how much I want the best for you
Even letting go of the closeness we built together, my heart is in agony
My attachment towards you is as dog with its master
The misunderstanding I took almost for granted has become a memory of regret
Yet meeting you was the only thing to bring joy
That is now descending away in my body
Now that it’s come to this
I cannot blame you but the foolish me in believing it would be something more
The waterfalls crashing down on whatever pavement it hits,
Are caused by the toxins
Slowly deliver fatal blows that
Cause me to suffer but yet holds me strong
These chains of suffering will
Wither, rust and I will break through them
As I will strategize a way to hold my own
With my physical and spiritual health
For as I am not a person not wanting to hurt people
My experience, will be a first but not the last
Shadows are creeping onto my past and not having a chance to let go
Haunting me, causing me to be frightened
But no one is at my aid making it seem that more frightful.
Somehow, though, I have the strength to muster a smile
But my heart cannot show you how much happiness you have given me
Despite all the endurements I had to face.
By: Rhonda Khut
(2012)
I made this poem due to a painful heartbreak I had in the past.
Created: October 20
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