(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
It’s like learning to walk all ove… It’s hard for me to function. I never thought I’d end up like t… But I suppose I went brain dead f… You’re trying to make yourself fee…
I’m not a perfect person I’m no living god I’m just walking on with what I’v… I haven’t a dime, not a nickel to… But I know how to play the fuckin…
Chained by locks, a faithful mans… It’s time to take a walk, through… Watching as others die and more go… Welcome to my world, my dark domai… Take another hit in a crowded cage…
How excruciating is the sound of d… You may not always see it in field… You may never know what true darkn… Yet, the sound of darkness is like… Or the feeling of lonesomeness
If they only knew, what goes throu… Always searching for the words to… The righteous way A feeling of decay that makes me d… A pain in my chest, the suffocatio…
These moments when I feel the razor in my hand It’s like a call It’s an unholy demand I choose my weapon
When you know all there is to know And you decide to take a turn and… Take a look in the mirrors as you… They follow you everywhere as thou… To follow you always and to whispe…
I’ve got a trigger for a mind I’ve got a gun for a heart No matter which way I turn I’m finished before I even start What’s left of me once I implode
You don’t know me You don’t know anything You have razors in your own eyes Don’t try to shed light in my own… You think you can read my own expr…
There’s two sides to every story There’s two sides to every coin And to see one or the other Doesn’t compare to seeing both At the same time
If I were to go These would be my last words If I were to give in to my tempta… And fall at my own hands This is what I would say
I used to day dream all the time Of dying In place of someone else Because maybe Just maybe
It’s too late To make the change Reverse this curse that we call bl… And though I know it won’t be the… I’m gonna’ leave this world the sa…
Sun dried skin Bruised and scarred lips Scratches that run down the sides… Lovely works and aching hips An old, water-stained photograph s…
I think this is how it should go But I’m really not sure I really don’t know It seems like my life has just bee… Ups and downs