(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
Even in death may you be held wort… Something you’ll hold above all an… If you feel like drowning Dying in a ditch Hold your head
A handful of pills, and a silence… The weakening mind, and heart full… Throw my head back, choke and swal… My spirit is hurting and my heart… It’s too hard to follow, it’s so h…
We saw bodies Floating along the light haze We didn’t think to stop It wasn’t worth the trouble of our… We saw the wreckage
I seem to have lost something that… I can’t remember my home, my famil… I can’t remember the sound of your… My vision is blurry like I’ve bee… I’m screaming for something
I may ask the simple question Your answer may be hard I’m willing to take the chance To break or free this simple heart My simple mind is deeper than it l…
Don’t worry darlin’ Someday we’ll make it big With a pretty little house and a c… A white picket fence with a garden… A dog, a cat and even a pool
There’s words written on the walls… The rain holds voices and screams… My thoughts My roaring tummy The voices get louder
She is the only light at the end o… Dark And dangerous path That I dwell on treading Yet
I know I can never compete with s… What a lost cause Why did I ever think differently You’re worth the wait But I’ve been messed up like this…
Let me tell you a story One you might recall quite well It’s one that I have never told I figure it’s time I finally tell When I was born
I’ve got passion in my hands Tension in my palms Tender fingertips I’ve got heart withdrawals My hands scrawl
Even as the sky is falling Even though the end is near I’ll hold up the sky And make things clear I want you to see
Memories and worries keep knocking… Just keep knocking nobody’s home There’s no one left It’s too late I’m already dead
Sleeping in the shadows Where no light can find A break in these trees Where it may shine Sleeping in the shadows
That feeling in your chest That feeling in your head You’re becoming something so numb Something so dead Now if we could go back in time