(2014)
Written almost a year after the poem before it.
#Angel #Friend
Because of what I have done, these failures were just too much. This final fall with follow me Forever. There were no harsh words,
Why do you listen to the lies? How do you not see
How can I ever Prove to you? For a chance that was never leaped. A divide
I wander the desert an empty jug my only possession. My water has long run dry, my lips now used to
This darkness in which I stand is void. I am alone with naught but my work… and naught but my thoughts. Though on occasion, he stands besi…
What do I do now? Where do I go from here? What does this mean for us? How Do
I let you go Why? After countless hours, After loving words, and secrets,
Was I given a chance? Did I miss that which I have aimed
Forces of Nature more powerful than earthquakes, than tsunamis, the bane of happiness
Some say Hell is fire and brimstone. Some say Ice and darkness. Endless suffering, Eternal damnation.
That elusive mindset, where it all falls into place. But where do I lie? Am I lacking? Lying on the borderline?
When is something truly hopeless? Is it when you cannot go on? When life throws impossible obstac… Is it that moment when you give up… Tired of the injustice and apathy?
Much have I wandered From one life to another. My sorrows I have pondered, injustices that threaten to smothe… A mind of barbs and brambles
When others see me, What do they really see? Is it what they want to see? Or is it me? Do they see misconceptions
I think I understand Why Adam took that bite. To throw away Eden, peace, love, God’s favor. Because, in the end,