courageous to risk -
I’ve been precisely here, But i am loving how– inspite,
Inspite of it all, i am still so anew.
Every feeling is the same, yet not.
If only i felt such confidence in knowing
Knowing that this is how it would be each time
I’d have the courage to take leaps!
To put myself through the pain, again
Just to relive, the happiness before it all–
A bit more confidently, a bit more valiantly.
Well, that could be for another time
And as for now here i am. Waiting. Once again–
But oh my heart is racing, pacing,
I am nervous and shy! I’ve never been so before– or have i?
Indeed life will always have more to learn from,
To experience. Boy, am i up for another ride!
For this heart is never at ease,
always chasing rollercoasters,
Chasing the free falls that it so blatantly dives for
It wud struggle for it all, just to hopelessly fall once again.
So here i am. Once again, fallen. Still Smiling.
Such a stupid stupid god forbidden hopeless heart.
Aah i see the first sight of pain appearing–
But you’ve made it all worth it so far.
So here i am, once again,
waiting for you to come tomorrow and make it all count
Once again, waiting, putting my happiness in the hands of another man...
But isnt love all about those not so smart heart-led decisions?
a little courage, to dive over the edge
courageous enough to risk what you have -
