I Can’t Control My Emotions
When you can’t control your emotions because you’re not who you used to be
And the constant memories of what was haunts you like a demon torturing your only happiness you have left
When you wanna breathe but can’t
And feel yourself suffocating with panic
Because not only are you lost but you can never go back
The person that once was has been erased like marker on a white board
Except you have no clean slate
There’s no start over
You’re filled with self hate
So maybe if I lash out
You will leave me like the rest
I beg you please let me suffer alone
But really I mean please love me don’t leave me alone
God knows I’m difficult
But I push away because I don’t deserve it anyways
I can’t control my emotions. . .
