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Regret

Regret.

When I replay the whole situation, the thing I regret most is all the things I put up with. I never stood up for myself, I didn’t put up a fight in any situation. I was completely submissive. I was a victim when I didn’t have to be. Before I met him I was a fighter. I stood up for myself, I held my ground. When I met him I became a mute. A helpless child. It was a feeling I hadn’t felt since I was a child. I was use to being independent, making my own decisions, having my own thoughts && standards. All of that changed. He became my brain. Whatever he thought was ok, I thought was ok. Whatever he said I went by, whatever he decided to do I was satisfied with. I never spoke out or demanded respect. That’s what I regret most. Losing myself at the hands of a man.

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