I hurt. I try not to but I let.

Life is God’s to give
So I don’t know how long I’ll liv
But imagine if we’d outgrow our pe
Imagine if we had a hundred years
Make kids and watch them grow

Been watching you, watching you sm
It’s been a long, lonely and beaut
Soon as you caught me staring you
You knew I’d been taken by you
You knew a compliment was due

My body, working in such tandem
My thoughts usually so random
Just this once, uncontrollably fix
Just this once, my feelings and th
Everything functioning in non-oppo

Who could you really tell this?
Who would listen to you, with no p
You’re moving at an astonishing pa
Everything is just all over the pl
You’re at every party, you can’t e

A poem, about you, about thy
A poem, about love, for love, with
A poem, about me, about I
A poem, sincere, peaceful as a dov
Words, describing my love, pure, t

Slight frame, busy brain. Calm de

All memories are painful, good one
Constant reminders of everything y
This one is the worst, it’s not ev
Yet it defines me, in a way I’d s
How can one so mentally strong, so

Petty, pretty and affectionate lie
Blue, brown and all disapproving e
Given love a billion and two tries
That’s a billion and two hellos, a
I’m not talking smiles, texts and

October 3, how do you do?
I’m a troubled man, that’s true
I should be happy, I’m not
I need a break, I need a lot
Someone said I was a happy mess

To the gods, a toast
We need to talk, see I’m kind of
I mean, I’m kind of drunk too
But I thought I’d holla at you
And first, a shot...

00:35 Who do I call?
Do I even call anyone at all?
I want to, I’d love to, I’ve got
I will, I just haven’t decided wh
The one who *will* pick up for sur

Memories always clouding my vision
They say I shouldn’t let them, do
How can I escape when my mind is
Without even hearing what’s being
I tell myself I don’t relate, in

Somewhere between the death rays o
And life, life that’s a blossom of
Somewhere between the shadows of s
And daylight, where all can be see
Between the small, and the great

Freedom, liberalism, to be free
To be accepted, not judged, to be
I dotted these ideals down on a pa
I recited them for an audience on
Each time believing more and more

I never say I miss my momma, I gu
Another lesson learned from anothe
Half the words out my mouth are me
That means the rest are merely jus
If that’s vain, then I’m just eve

It is not getting better. I canno
It is not going away. I cannot ma
Their love. Insufficient. I need
One day. Maybe not soon. But one

Sitted right here, a few inches fr
Somewhere into that pit, an angel
And me? I’m waiting for a ring, a
Might have tolled already, never d
I’m dying, a death beautiful as a

Trying to rewrite a poem I wrote.
In a room full of people, yet so r
All the feelings I used to live b
This time, well and truly alone.
Memories always there to remind me

Heaven could you be so kind
It’s hell, she’s always on my mind
The winter brought with it a soul
This summer, please let her be min
Ever since that stupid day we met

Excuse me if I’m quieter than I u
But these are your friends, Ican’
If it ever comes to it, I hope yo
Really, I’m not much to lose
It’s bad enough I can’t live in m