Below
-to the lost.
Below this bloody moon,
And above the lonely hell,
I stand completely still.
Silent.
Waiting for someone to hear the blood of my soul falling.
Waiting for someone to hear my silent cries.
Screaming was no help, I got to say.
Oh I screamed at the top of my lungs, I pleaded!
Eventually I lost my voice.
The doubts have me struggling on the ice.
The lies have built a mask with a million layers.
The tears have washed off my smile slowly and painfully.
Why wont someone just hug me,
And stay silent, without a word.
Without a fucking sound!
I promise I wont do anything,
just let me hug you and hear your beautiful beating heart.
It just reminds me of the one I used to have.
(2013)
