You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown

Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time

You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat

Killing questions with shade Sipping cool-aid under palm trees Watching haters burn & fade Into the sea Dancing stupid under flashing ligh…

Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal

Creating something Out of nothing Piecing together a tapestry Hoping others see its artistry Lingering by the wayside

Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment

Last Saturday night We never said our goodbyes We left behind our little white li… Rubbing cheek to cheek With a smile & a wink

The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure

Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone

Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated

Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow

Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting

Sifting through pieces of me Left broken and forgotten Trying to find a piece of me I’ve… Looking for my spark Now dying embers

Swimming in a sea of doubt, Overcoming life’s bout. Nothing ventured, nothing gained; Nothing’s gained without adversity…