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Wondering about the state of my relationship. Supposing the two of us are only together because neither of us wants to be alone , & if so why bother paying homage to the illusion of love if our hearts aren't in it.
I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight
Crying over you In my dreams Chasing you Through countless streams Traveling from state to state
Swimming in a sea of doubt, Overcoming life’s bout. Nothing ventured, nothing gained; Nothing’s gained without adversity…
Tangled up in you Swimming in hues of blue Drawing you In shades of dejavu Searching for your heart
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal
Liquid silver running through my v… A prism lies just beyond the guise Deceiving our feeble mortal eyes Few realize, few embrace The unknown—the unexplained
When you want to sleep But the sheep are gone Lying flat on your back Staring into black Playing with shadows
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Irrational Fighting emotions Logical Fighting devotion Counting sheep
Creating something Out of nothing Piecing together a tapestry Hoping others see its artistry Lingering by the wayside
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Danger stalks far & wide Questions linger in the air Waiting at the curb to catch a rid… Staring at the car lights Ready to set off a flare
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure