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Wondering about the state of my relationship. Supposing the two of us are only together because neither of us wants to be alone , & if so why bother paying homage to the illusion of love if our hearts aren't in it.
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Crying over you In my dreams Chasing you Through countless streams Traveling from state to state
Yelling for no reason Overreacting because I love you Accusing me of treason I can’t stand you Ignoring me
Scaling the keyboard in search of… Surfing the web in search of my tr… The more knowledgeable I am, The more cautious I become . Staring at the stars overhead
In a desert land Reaching out my hand To an unknown love Carried by the wind Caught in a whirlwind
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
Are you a boy Or are you a girl? Are you human Or a mural? Can I manipulate you
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Liquid silver running through my v… A prism lies just beyond the guise Deceiving our feeble mortal eyes Few realize, few embrace The unknown—the unexplained
Painting skies In hazy eyes Writing lullabies Watching truth become a lie Hungry for a morsel of honesty
Glowing from the inside out Trying to figure out What life’s about Running out of time Looking to find