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Simply put, feeling the need to do something. Feeling the need to be my true crazy self; which is a shinning star that illuminates everything & everyone around me.
Swirling in a silver haze Staring @ you While staring at me in a milky gla… Trying to talk to you But you close your eyes
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between
Reaching in the frigid cold Searching for a hand to hold To give me hope To give me strength In the hallows of my mind
Chasing shadows In summer meadows Lingering by the wayside Watching memories of you die Fighting worry
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
I wished upon a star And here you are Standing right in front of me Like kismet Writing words with little meaning
The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing
Trying to understand But my mind is numb Walking through a land of fog It’s hard to see When your mind is closed
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Another yr older Throwing wind into the fodder Picking myself apart Stumbling in the dark Trying to find a piece of who I u…
Stargazing from within Acknowledging the end I gave myself away To allow what may Standing in my way
Abandoning logic Giving into my emotions Diving into a torrent of magic Swallowing a strange illogic Dancing in the rain
Falling away By the sea My heart is clay Wondering what will be? Meandering alone
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Do I have to fight For our love? Or was our love Devoured by night? Our txts became less frequent