Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed
Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing
Painting skies In hazy eyes Writing lullabies Watching truth become a lie Hungry for a morsel of honesty
You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Irrational Fighting emotions Logical Fighting devotion Counting sheep
Scaling the keyboard in search of… Surfing the web in search of my tr… The more knowledgeable I am, The more cautious I become . Staring at the stars overhead
Swirling in a silver haze Staring @ you While staring at me in a milky gla… Trying to talk to you But you close your eyes
Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time
Abandoning logic Giving into my emotions Diving into a torrent of magic Swallowing a strange illogic Dancing in the rain
