You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow
Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Swirling in a silver haze Staring @ you While staring at me in a milky gla… Trying to talk to you But you close your eyes
Windswept lovers blown to & fro Lost at sea so long ago Their time togehter was bitterswee… Years have past, their love repeat… Picking up where they last left of…
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Smelling like perfume And your lips as soft as rose peta… Painting me in the memory of your… Trying to forever remain lost in t… Years have past
Feeling like a hurricane Burning like kerosene Glistening with a golden sheen I forget everything I’ve seen Hiding behind masks of confusion
Maybe we’re wasting time Pretending to be fine Not addressing the strain We inflicted on our brains Naming names
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me
Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Glowing from the inside out Trying to figure out What life’s about Running out of time Looking to find