Feeling as though my relationship is in a state of stagnation. Where nothing changes except the scenery.
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Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal
Honey water Glistening on your skin Eyes of silver Shining from within Smiling sweet
Swirling in a silver haze Staring @ you While staring at me in a milky gla… Trying to talk to you But you close your eyes
The cold wind blows Enveloping my fears Standing at the precipice Between life & death Vapors transfigure
Chasing shadows In summer meadows Lingering by the wayside Watching memories of you die Fighting worry
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed
Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time
Falling through a slit between the… Hoping to erase the hopelessness Sleeplessness brings Chasing after forgotten memories Longing to ascertain the meaning o…
You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
I fell in love by the sea My heart was swept away by the tid… Only to be set free Riding waves And raging torrents
Last Saturday night We never said our goodbyes We left behind our little white li… Rubbing cheek to cheek With a smile & a wink
The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing