Conveying my dismay @ my boyfriends dismissal of my opinions & ideas. Showing contempt for everything I say & do. Wondering if this love thing is all that it's cracked up to be sometimes.
Something changed Like I knew it would The winter came And our hearts froze Hidden under a blanket of snow
I was a vixen Fixen to make A man outta you Drooling in a pool Made for fools
Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone
Enveloped in illusions Seduced by the glamour In every situation I’m a minotaur Rubbing the fairy dust from my eye…
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Chasing dreams By any means Wanting more But what for? Lying on the floor
Do I have to fight For our love? Or was our love Devoured by night? Our txts became less frequent
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Last Saturday night We never said our goodbyes We left behind our little white li… Rubbing cheek to cheek With a smile & a wink
Asking if I’ll be ok While the music Continues to play Crying in the dark Somehow we lost
Fighting immortals Men call fairytales Writing words with little meaning Trying to drown out the sunbeam gl… Radiating from within
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
Twirling in a dizzying array of wo… Held captive to the orchestra of t… When the icy breath of winter appr… My dismay is irreproachable Sleeping in the arms of slumber
Falling through a slit between the… Hoping to erase the hopelessness Sleeplessness brings Chasing after forgotten memories Longing to ascertain the meaning o…
Chasing shadows In summer meadows Lingering by the wayside Watching memories of you die Fighting worry