I didn’t really want this life. We are all just holograms of some existence
We are all dead men walking the streets of dead resistance, some walking fast some with no path but all with a past sent here to earth to teach us. Pray for me my last request be heaven, I pray God knows not hells fury but forgiveness. I pray for him too, that he may look upon me with this and lead me to my home with no pain, no suffering. Redeem my soul, but ease the souls of those whom I have wrecked the lives of as a result of mine, my suffering, my pain, my torment, my aims my possibilities taken from me as I took from them. Father please forgive me.

Now I rest in peace wherever that may be, father help them to move on without me xxx