I stand at my bedside every morning
And contemplate my lazy day
Who will I see today
Interact with or react to
Who will I believe of the lies
From their mouths that match their eyes
And deep inside I know
That their words are only lies
But my heart, my heart
My mind just refuses to abide
So I’m left with guilt, anger, pity
And the only truth I know
I stride across the bedside
I make my way to the shower
I try every morning to wash
Wash away the fear I have inside
I sit and gather
Heat from the head of power
And I find myself inside another world
Then I realize it’s just the shower
I run away from the enemy
And no matter how far I run
They’re on my heels and send me higher
Into pain, sorrow and then my nightmare begins
Its Home to school treatment in each place I Proceed ....