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2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
There was a day. it was in August we visited your mother in the hospital. Afterwards we wen… to a beach side burger joint.
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you