There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
The way to a man’s heart Is through his stomach Or so the saying goes But things are seldom So simple as that
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you