(2014)
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”