There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
The way to a man’s heart Is through his stomach Or so the saying goes But things are seldom So simple as that
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say