Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door