Breathing in time to your heartbea
Shifting with your every breath,
To think of you leaving
Would cause certain death
To try to think seriously is only

Black eyes look at me
I ask if this is who you want me t
If not, turn around, walk away
If not, I’ve got nothing to say
Blue tears slide down my face

Take me now against my will
Let me be upon the window sill
The clock in the hall, tick tock
I don’t know what to do, I have a
I need help but don’t know how you

Tears roll and slide down ghostly
With a composed face I ask how yo
On the surface I’m calm and sweet
On the inside I want to melt at y
Every day I miss you and every da

Beginning again with something new
Knowing how much you love me too
My family, my life so, so grand
I feel as if I should be in soft
Every day beginning a different wa

Pain, Love, Care, Fear
You are the one that I hold dear
You cross my mind and rest in my h
I look at you and know this is the
Soft Skin, Gentle eyes

Tick-tock. My time is almost up.
I feel as if my life is stuck
In a tiny loop I go, round and ro
I feel as if I’m suffocating unde
At night I lay in darkness

Tick Tock time is running out
I scream out of range, past normal
Tears streaming and running
Why am I screaming
Darkness surrounds me

He comes, wraps his arms around me
'Soon’ he says 'soon together we t
I don’t know why but in my heart i
Somehow I know that he could be n
He comes to me again saying 'I lo

Tick tock... tick tock...
Don’t you hear the clock?
Out of nowhere there is a strange
I am trying to run, trying to find
My heart trying to beat its way ou

Pain of Loss
Pain from losing one who is close
Knowing the pain of what it is to
I cry in the night wishing you wer
This pain of loss is too much to b

Racing heartbeat, uncertain eyes
At night I hear the pain-filled c
Wondering how I am to cope
I have not lost all hope
A fierce feeling, hard to handle

Heartbeats uneven, scared yet want
Wondering time and time again what
For us two who fall fast… clenchin
Now it’s your turn to do your part
Soft skin, Strong hands, Words so

Tranquility
Ignores Deceit
Wearing my favorite color, dark gr
Although it feels brighter.... lik

Silent, invisible, unseen, torn
Help me now be heard in the storm
I can't feel anything except for p
Tell me, what is it that you would
To let me lay in pieces at your fe

Pain, love, hurt, anger
I feel as if my life is in danger
I want to run want to hide
Yet all I can do is sit and cry
The love I had and taken my Heart

I need someone to talk to
I need somebody to tell me what to
I need to live my life, I know
But I need someone to whom I coul
Could you be that person?