lies
She says she loved me
And she said I was her little angel
I know deep down she was lying
But I could not tell
She would sing me to sleep
but I knew it was all a joke
she said she would stop
but she never did
I could look into her eyes and I knew she was lying
To me because she would not look at me
Mommy why? Please stop I need you here
With me
Don’t do it
Please stop
He said I was his little princess
Right before he would beat me or rape me
I cried in pain but no one understood the pain I was going through
I would scream and cry for my mom when he would do stuff to me
I would beg him to stop but he would not
I cry in pain a lot
He tells me it is going to be O.K.
He was wrong
He was sick
People say nothing and nobody is going to hurt me
Anymore but they can
The world is full of rapists and killers
And woman beaters
I just don’t understand what went wrong
With the world
It’s gone nuts.
(2013)
