strong
You have to be strong you can’t
Show people your weakness or they
Will know how to get to you so
Hold your head high
11/6/2013 R.M.
STRONG
You have to be strong you can’t
Show people your weakness or they
Will know how to get to you so
Hold your head high
HURT LITTLE GIRLS
I know you’re hurting or you would not
Be looking at this for help well take
It from me you’re a princess hold your
Freakin’ head high in the air don’t
Let people’s words put you down trust
Me it happened to me most of my life
But don’t listen to them they’re
All bullies you should know that people
In this world are cruel. It’s just
Big fat mess out there little one
I’m almost getting ready to be on
my own don’t let anyone put you
down do you understand me?
LIFE
Life can be a wonderful thing
but not when your mom is doing drugs
and your dad is in a mental hospital
cause he is sick and he found
him guilty so it’s not always a
wonderful life nobody really
has one either so don’t think
that.
Be touch and strong
Be one of a kind
And not like others
Be yourself.
MY ABUSE
My name is unknown
I’m 16 years old now
My mom is a drug addict
And one day out of nowhere
Somebody I really honestly trusted
Snuck into my room one night
And told me not to make a sound
Then he started touching me
And I cried silently
Cause he pulled down my pants and underwear
And he raped me
I was in so much pain that night
It tore me to pieces
I understand those girls who are
Out there that got hurt by their parents or
That are being hurt by someone that they loved and trusted
But not you are just a little girl who is full of hurt
And I understand you are afraid of that person
Cause I once was
And that person who raped me
Was my biological father
And my Mom was never home
And every night I hoped someone would come and rescue me
They finally did, but the wrong person
Rescued me
It was the police and social workers
I was scared
And to all you girls who read this, don’t be afraid
To tell someone that someone is hurting you
If you don’ t tell anyone that person is just going to continue doing it
Look at me. I was saved and rescued by someone I really loved
Who told them
It was my older sister
She is a wonderful person now.
WHY I CRY
You’re why I cry every night
It hurts me to think about you cause you sent me away
How could you. I trusted you so much
That really hurt me. I’m sorry I can’t do it
Anymore
I have to leave now
It’s really going to hurt me a lot
But please don’t forget me
I will always love you
Mommy’s little angel.
I DON’T UNDERSTAND MOM
I don’t understand. You never put your hands over me.
When I was upset or tell me everything was going to be O.K.
When I was scared or upset you just set there
And did your drugs
You never asked me how school went
You never told me you loved me
You never read me a bedtime story
Or tucked me in when I was little
Mom, I don’t understand
You hurt me by not doing those things
I need you the most but you just don’t understand
LIES
She says she loved me
And she said I was her little angel
I know deep down she was lying
But I could not tell
She would sing me to sleep
but I knew it was all a joke
she said she would stop
but she never did
I could look into her eyes and I knew she was lying
To me because she would not look at me
Mommy why? Please stop I need you here
With me
Don’t do it
Please stop
He said I was his little princess
Right before he would beat me or rape me
I cried in pain but no one understood the pain I was going through
I would scream and cry for my mom when he would do stuff to me
I would beg him to stop but he would not
I cry in pain a lot
He tells me it is going to be O.K.
He was wrong
He was sick
People say nothing and nobody is going to hurt me
Anymore but they can
The world is full of rapists and killers
And woman beaters
I just don’t understand what went wrong
With the world
It’s gone nuts.
LOVE HURTS
I know love hurts cause I believe 2 people who created me
And that one special girl you bonded with
While you grew inside her
Is taken away from you
It’s like they are ripping your heart out
And smashing it into a thousand of little pieces
Like it was made of glass
You’re always thinking and dreaming about her
You cry cause they won’t let you see her or talk to her
Cause she does drugs
But that’s no reason to keep her kids away
From her
I even tried killing myself by cutting
Cause they would not give me back to my mother
I took advantage of her by sneaking out
To go do drugs and to hang out with my friends
Which were all boys
And they’re in their twenties
My boyfriend is 27 now
And people say he is sick messing around with a 16 year old
But you know I don’t care what they say
Cause they took one person I truly loved away
From me
It is not going to happen again.
I will make sure of that
Cause I learned how to be stubborn
Love can be sweet but love can be taken away at a blink of an eye
YOU’RE NOT ALONE WE ALL ARE
I know you’re not alone cause guess what
I felt alone, scared and angry
Cause no one cared
But if you talk to the right person they will help you with your problems
I figured that out the hard way
Because of me, my abuse
Went on for 8 years
After 8 years, when I was 15 years old, I found out my grandma died of cancer
That was really hard on me
So I stopped caring about everything
I tried to kill myself
I was cutting for a while
But if you meet me today
I’m a whole new 16 year old girl
Who loves to do her own things
And I’m not very much of a people person
But I love to talk about anything
I like to do a lot of things
Cause I reach outside my comfort zone
To make friends
And there were two special people that helped me
Which are Tyrone Anderson and Courtney Walden
Your not alone, trust me, just reach outside your comfort zone.
(2013)
its to all you girls and boy's how are going through a hard time!!!!!!!
and even thought your haveing a rugh time etheir with famile members or at school or you just mved to a different town don't let youself down
for alwas susan
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