for Chance
Why am I here writing, I don't kn… You won’t read it anyways or You won’t care when you do Because whatever got you in this m… Won’t let you give a shit about me…
I am confused most of the time I don’t understand the big world a… I try to. I am a little girl with an enormou… I trust easy, I forgive even easi…
Why in the hell should I miss you When you were the one causing pain Because of you, I doubted myself… I should be happy that you finally… I shouldn’t be missing you at all.
Everything now is going wrong. You can’t seem to find yourself. Where do you sit now but the corne… Weeping to the eerie silence Thinking to yourself dreadful thou…
In a place of in-genuine interacti… Where I’m expected to smile and s… You don’t ask me how I am, You ask for gratification: To feel like a better person
Welcome to my Pink House— This place in my dreams. An ever-changing escape From the mayhem that ensues In this big uncanny world of ours.
You can’t keep crying all of the t… Then change what is making you cry… You can’t keep not eating? Eat. You need the nutrition. You can’t keep pushing people away…
New sensations. New people Opening my eyes to the world As I escape from my enclosed mind… I never thought I’d be the one To do the things that we did
What am I supposed to feel When you walk out like this? You expect me to fight against you To get you to stay here. But you don’t understand.
Why do I say I love you? A question I can’t quite answer. It just feels right to say it to y… Like there is no one I can tell, No one except for you, my love.
Tell me if I talk to much, As I don’t know when to stop. How many times I’ve been told, I haven’t gotten it down yet. Be patient with me when I speak
Remember what you told me Remember where we were When you said we’d never part. Can you even see what you’re doing By throwing us out like this?
I did a bad thing Hurt you more than I ever thought… You wrote me all those letters Proclaiming the sadness you felt And I didn’t feel anything.
Isn’t it a little funny how we sti… On that week spent together at sum… Remembering the memories we made. I challenged you to out-shoot me And you won by at least a mile.
I was fine for a bit On the verge of apologizing And I did. I apologized to you. Yet it wasn’t good enough.