When I wake in my bed I panic and wonder why My heart beats fast My lips are dry
Us So you wanted to make yourself loo… but at the expense of a friend? Maybe honesty isn’t the best, all this is now hard to mend.
I’m not in control I am panicking inside My emotions are strong yet I am still surprised.... Why I am feeling like this
I stood there On top of the bridge Traffic passing below I could see the cars speeding by The vans and lorries so
Not sure what’s real or not This dream like state is strange Am I deluded or virtually unreal How do I stop this pain The words ponder from my mind
This band on my wrist is there to… Of times gone by when I felt behi… Anxious, nervous, honest and true Helpless and hopeless, but I coul… The words were there, swirling rou…
You see me I look happy You don’t see What’s in my heart Every time
I am better than everyone else A wealth of knowledge I am And even If you know more than me I will argue and stay strong. I know everything there is to know
What’s the point Why should I try You overlook me In front of your eyes I try my best
I am always right Even when I’m wrong I can’t admit the truth I have a problem I have to argue and lie
When I close my eyes I see nothin… Then the storyline begins as I cr… The thoughts come from deep inside… They rip my self esteem and integr… That I’m a bad person, rude and o…
Sleep is for people who have no wo… no stresses or strains in life. Sleep is for people who know who t… And their hearts are filled with j… Sleep is for people who have peace…
Darkness to light When all is lost and hope is gone, I stumble across the frosty thorns… The rainbow is hidden, the cloud i… a flicker of light appears far way…
The window is shut but the wind bl… —uninvited and with gusto The curtains are drawn yet the sun… —bright and obtrusive The doors are locked closed yet th…
Taking my pen on a walk today Let’s see where it may take me It starts at my wrist and works it… And then it gets darker I see The line is fresh and bold and cle…