When I wake in my bed I panic and wonder why My heart beats fast My lips are dry
Just a lonely circus clown, With make up running down her chee… Her clothes are all faded And her body all weak. Just a lonely circus clown,
I am a thinker, I tend to wonder, about myself, Is my puzzle complete? I delve and search,
Tired Yawning Dopey Sleepy Lazy
In the dark In despair I lay here Crying I don’t understand
D Deep in my heart their is a… E Everyday it is there hiding… P People look but they can’t… R Ridicule and pain, a constan… E Every day an effort to conform…
As I walk the world with a smile… Only I know the secret and disgra… Words in my head are hurtful and t… But only I know what I need to do As people talk at me I nod and gr…
My wings have been clipped I can no longer fly My freedom has been taken away My heart feels pain, my head feels… And I wonder if I should complain
Why do you make me feel like this You’re a toxic parent Dismissive over everything I do What can I do to please you Why do you make me feel like this
How can I get these out of my bod… How can I remove them? These words have infested me, they… I want to take them out To remove and destroy them,
Breath In. Breath Out. With each… My breathing is fast. I’m struggl… My legs are weak. I’m loosing my… I hide in the dark. Ashamed and b… Breath In. Breath Out. Calm down…
You walk beside me in all I do Your care and love surround me I feel your warmth since the day y… Your shadow is close beside me I love the thought of you guiding…
Taking my pen on a walk today Let’s see where it may take me It starts at my wrist and works it… And then it gets darker I see The line is fresh and bold and cle…
On my own, yet surrounded by peopl… I am trapped and isolated, lonely… It is dark here in this radiant li… maybe someone will see my plight. I’m standing still whilst all arou…
Hiding the sharpies is no mean fea… Hidden in a box with tablets, unde… Nobody knows, it’s a secret affair For which I’m addicted as I run s… I approach with caution, adrenalin…