Not sure what’s real or not This dream like state is strange Am I deluded or virtually unreal How do I stop this pain The words ponder from my mind

Hiding the sharpies is no mean fea… Hidden in a box with tablets, unde… Nobody knows, it’s a secret affair For which I’m addicted as I run s… I approach with caution, adrenalin…

There is a whirlwind in my mind, I’m in a spin, with no where to hi… who knows what to do or what to sa… Please someone simply lead the way… Faster and faster thoughts go roun…

In the dark In despair I lay here Crying I don’t understand

My wings have been clipped I can no longer fly My freedom has been taken away My heart feels pain, my head feels… And I wonder if I should complain

My body is weak, my body is feeble… As I lay here I ache, exhausted My heart is heavy, my head is mess… I am unable to move or think My eyes are closed, my breathing s…

Breath In. Breath Out. With each… My breathing is fast. I’m struggl… My legs are weak. I’m loosing my… I hide in the dark. Ashamed and b… Breath In. Breath Out. Calm down…

Sleep is for people who have no wo… no stresses or strains in life. Sleep is for people who know who t… And their hearts are filled with j… Sleep is for people who have peace…

Please don’t criticise me I can’t handle pain The words you speak to me Make me so ashamed Your work isn’t good enough

Just a lonely circus clown, With make up running down her chee… Her clothes are all faded And her body all weak. Just a lonely circus clown,

The sun is rising and you are high… Your call is loud, delightful and… You sing so beautifully welcoming… You are the bird of the morning ch… As the day passes you busy yoursel…