I was in a tunnel, so dark and dan… Alone, in my mind, yet surrounded… I was stuck there, no way out, no… Confined to my thoughts, no glimme… My heart wept with sadness as word…
I live in my head With the voices I hear They are me in disguise Trying to hide from the fear You say you know
Dear me, I am so disappointed in you And the things you do You try your best But it’s never good enough
Taking my pen on a walk today Let’s see where it may take me It starts at my wrist and works it… And then it gets darker I see The line is fresh and bold and cle…
What’s the point Why should I try You overlook me In front of your eyes I try my best
I stood there On top of the bridge Traffic passing below I could see the cars speeding by The vans and lorries so
When I wake in my bed I panic and wonder why My heart beats fast My lips are dry
Not sure what’s real or not This dream like state is strange Am I deluded or virtually unreal How do I stop this pain The words ponder from my mind
In the dark In despair I lay here Crying I don’t understand
Why do you make me feel like this You’re a toxic parent Dismissive over everything I do What can I do to please you Why do you make me feel like this
Demons inside me Infesting my mind Freely wonder I am resigned. The line is cut
Hiding in my duvet Away from the world Alone with my thoughts and worries I contemplate the line The line across myself
I lay my head down to rest, Then the tidal wave begins, The water flows freely around And then it stops and spins There is now a whirlwind in my min…
They are inside me I can’t get them out feeling so immense I need them out I’ve tried and tried
You are far away, In the sky above, With the stars and the moon At peace with the world.