I didn’t used to be like this I didn’t used to cry I was so happy and careless I used to be free and high I didn’t use to be like this
Hiding in my duvet Away from the world Alone with my thoughts and worries I contemplate the line The line across myself
But why don’t you understand I want you to know how I’m feelin… But why won’t you even listen I need you to know for my healing But why do you laugh it off
She wears a mask when she’s on sho… There she stands, beaming bright a… A confident, independent, joyous y… Facing the world with drive and en… But when the mask is removed a sad…
You are far away, In the sky above, With the stars and the moon At peace with the world.
As I walk the world with a smile… Only I know the secret and disgra… Words in my head are hurtful and t… But only I know what I need to do As people talk at me I nod and gr…
You walk beside me in all I do Your care and love surround me I feel your warmth since the day y… Your shadow is close beside me I love the thought of you guiding…
When I close my eyes I see nothin… Then the storyline begins as I cr… The thoughts come from deep inside… They rip my self esteem and integr… That I’m a bad person, rude and o…
You and me Dancing around in the light, I saw you shining there so bright… A glimmer, a shimmer, you glistened and shined,
They are inside me I can’t get them out feeling so immense I need them out I’ve tried and tried
I am better than everyone else A wealth of knowledge I am And even If you know more than me I will argue and stay strong. I know everything there is to know
Taking my pen on a walk today Let’s see where it may take me It starts at my wrist and works it… And then it gets darker I see The line is fresh and bold and cle…
Blue skies above, Green grass below, A butterfly passes And yes I know. Summer is coming,
Breath In. Breath Out. With each… My breathing is fast. I’m struggl… My legs are weak. I’m loosing my… I hide in the dark. Ashamed and b… Breath In. Breath Out. Calm down…
I was in a tunnel, so dark and dan… Alone, in my mind, yet surrounded… I was stuck there, no way out, no… Confined to my thoughts, no glimme… My heart wept with sadness as word…