Begun to feel excitement
As life its turning right side up
My ship is rocking
Love is a draft for which chill I breathe in with passion
—where am I with her—
Bothered and rejected
And to heal myself
I am better than that
I desire loyalty like anyone else
Blaspheme her
Forgive me Jehovah
Judge of the earth make clear to me my wicked desire
That you may help me repent
Secret sins and depraved weaknesses– reveal to me so that I may work towards perfection.
And only in your power for the sake of your name
Please give me insight and direction
Show me in which way to walk
Make me tread in harmony with your purpose
Forgive me my error