This is Me
This is me,
unadorned,
unmasked,
unwashed,
unshaven,
unashamed,
beaten by the day
This is me after an up at 4:25 am and out the door by 5:00 am week;
tired,
weat,
wounded,
and wondering what the fuck this is all for!
This is me, 52 and sexless asking myself is this it?
Is this my life now:
loved by unwanted,
needed, but needy,
needing, but not receiving
starving, but not fed?
This is me,
angry,
sad,
jealous,
lost,
lusting for shit I cannot have,
waiting for what? What? What to happen?
This is me at the end of the day,
just fucking tired of it all!
Stop the world I want off.
(2015)
